poems of a bored girl

FALLING ON SKIN AND BONES

you can always fall into me
i'll be here just for you
i'll do anything for you to see
that my love is true

falling into skin and bones
is more comfortable than cement
you can crush my fragile body
just so you won't land on the pavement

if you still won't fall for me
for you i'll be a cushion
i'll pig out on junk food and be a couch potato
so you'll have something soft to land on

i'll save all my money
and buy the finest fur coats
i'll wear it even if it's sunny
so when you decide to finally fall, it won't hurt

so please fall for me
even if i end up dead or bloody
i'd still be happy knowing you fell
even if the first thing you did was get up.


UNANSWERED

wonder how you are today
wonder what you did
i wonder if things went your way
i guess it's pretty stupid

i wonder how many times you smiled
or if you shed a tear
i wonder if your world is wild
i wonder how you feel

i wonder if your heart skipped a beat today
if it did, who or what made you feel that way?
maybe you got scared of God knows what
but then you couldn't tell anybody that

what if you were in pain?
you could crash and burn into me
even just a little, it wouldn't be the same
as landing on the pavement

i wonder if anyone sang with you
as you sing weird al yancovic's songs
i wonder if today yor dream came true,
if you realized something you should've known all along

and i wonder when you'll finally see
that i'll be here through and through
i wonder if you wonder about me
as much as i do for you

there..two lame poems..hahaha, you might be wondering why i'm actually posting this..just need an outlet!! okie dokie!! oh well.

today was an okay day, been sitting in front of the computer. watched meet the fockers, it was hilarious!! i discovered lotsa things today..like how hard it is to find really true friends. and how hard it is to convince people who have extremely low self esteem of their worth..sometimes it's hard to see if those people are just bringing themselves down in order for you to tell them the things they want to hear. but you do it anyway, but i feel like such a pushover. and it doesn't feel right.