uhh yeah

i haven't been up this early on a sunday since..eversince. sort of. i'm weird but still the same. i ate breakfast. i want today to be a feel good day. since yesterday was like.. i dunno. crappy? oh well. so there, listening to whatever usually makes me feel happy. hotel california, everymorning..etc. why is it this way?...

i really miss you
a lot. i can't tell you whyyyyyy.

there's something so wrong about it. that i like. which is bad. haha. haaa. why did it have to be you? i hate big regrets. it's haaaard. you're so far. literally. figuratively. sparks!

can you still feel the butterflies?