letsee

so.

i don't know i'm outa words to say maybe i'll drift away somewhere into the future or does the future suck? either way i should forget the future for now. for now. like people ought to forget the past. but not the present.

so.

let's be random.

i miss my classmates
i miss katha and michelle who are both away as i am stuck here
i miss my other friends who are away as i am stuck here
i want to go away too
but it's okay i am away enough
busy, sort of. there are so many things i would like to do, i would like to begin but cant because i am too lazy to do so which is VERY BAD and i know im sorry im incoherent

looking at kids makes me think of what else i could've been

but im fine where i am now