in school

i'm sad today.

i'm in school. i'm not supposed to be typing this right now.

and i'm not supposed to be this sad over a guy. i promised not to

but it's sad

and i need to forget that.

and i thought i did

but i was so stupid, and read his texts last night.

and then i started missing him.

when i thought that was way over.

it was.

and i can't let him see me this way on saturday.

crud.

suddenly everyone else is in love and everyone else has their mate and i'm the only one who's alone.

it's paranoia and it's not supposed to affect me.

but it is.

and i know that time heals all things.

wish life had fast forwards.

okay, i'm being petty.

ayoko na.

studies first.

wish i had someone who'll make me forget.

haha, as if. sana may mangyaring maganda.