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i need not say what i just saw. yup. phantom nga. it was the best!! hahaha, i dont know whether it was beter nung on stage or this one.

i realized how sacred music is to me..how i hate it when the term music is so abused nowadays..but how it is that you can't say it out loud either because it sounds too arrogant..oh well. i guess it's my opinion, i just want theatre and the craft to be respected, because sometimes people don't get what kind of passion it takes for one to be able to get on that stage and take it quite seriously. it takes time. oh well, so much for what i'm saying. 'sif it'll make any difference. ilan lang ba may alam sa blog kong to.

tried vain attempts to play instrument. this time the guitar was my victim. i'm not very good but i'll try..i want to learn bass but then that isn't really accesible..nor are drums..i guess that makes me one of those people?i hope not..i mean, there's more to that than that right?right. labo. i'll just do the triangle. or better yet, sing. haha.

got inspired to use my voice well again. and got inspired to train for aspects of love..i really want to get the role..pero sa november pa yun. i guess my goal for now is my application for rec and my elective.

i wonder if life's struggles are made for us to be inspired.

and sometimes i wonder if inspiration exists at all.

ano nga naman ba point ng buhay?haha. san nanggaling yun.

i can't connect anything with anything with anything because i'm waiting for my cousin from the prom. and i have to get up early tomorrow because i volunteered for outreach. and i have to rush to the studio after kasi workshop. sana masaya ko tomorrow. i mean today na pala yun. kasi i was in mourning today. mourning for a dead nail of a friend and the sprained finger of another. and i'm also mourning for my internet card.

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sep family day. nagka dance showdows yung kids. haha. grabe, kakapagod. i got only 5 hrs of sleep. not that i'm not used to it..but on a weekend..after outreach, rushed to the studio like i predicted yesterday..missed more than half of the class..but it was fun, we screamed again. screaming should be a habit.

ay oo nga pala, mayabang ako..sabi nung isang kid knina sa outreach, "ate ate, ikaw ba yung nasa happy commercial? hahahaha. asa pa ko!! minsan lang.

currently reading 5 people you meet in heaven. it's reeeealy nice, at least i think so. :D

realized how hard it is to be caught in between the mess and the pain and the rock and roll and all the in between stuff that go with it, and to be expected to come out with something.

and i also realized that i think i like it that way.


ate ming looking at her work in the va students gallery



the popcorn i ate in greenbelt. hahaha.