trust

don't read this entry if you don't want negative energy from your computer to transfer in your body.

what would you do if..you have two friends, and they are..were..getting along fine. both really matter to you. they both trust you..then they start saying stuff, secret stuff to you..naturally you don't tell anyone..or is that still natural nowadays..anyway, friend a said stuff..the next day friend b asks you if friend a said stuff..friend b trusts that you're goin to tel him/her the truth, but you can't really. and you don't want to lie, because friend b kinda matters more. okay, that's just an introduction. haha.

i'm also confused. did i give up or end too early? or is he too late?

and yeah, i did give 'm up for another person after a while..it took time. but then after that time, i guess i was too late also, and that person gave up already..and..i end up losing both..and the other one kinda sees what he's lost but you just can't because..because you still kinda like the other person even if it's kind of in vain..

and then the hard part is..he has to be nice. i mean it would be way easier if he was just a jerk. and then he pops up again and then confides in you and..you end up depressing yourself.

i'm not sick i hope, i just don't see why they have to insist that i have a temperature. it's so annoying. but that shows my yaya and mom cares right?:D

oh and the giving out of cards. hindi ko matanggap. 80 lang sa pani. and in order for the office to recompute my grades for the first quarter so i'll have a merit record, we have to write a letter..but it was the teacher's error!! she wrote in my card that i had an 87 but it was actually a 97, and they didn't record that in the office. this goes far as my career man. haha.

for the backstabbing part. everyone agrees that one teacher in st scho must be kicked out next year. she gave people horrible grades, highest being 84..she has enough guts to do that? i mean, she's so thick!! it would be okay if yeah, she cant speak english properly but dont give people who speak better english tha you grades of 80!! and her excuse is bad class conduct? that's what the conduct grades are for!! what the hell!!

another thing she did..she said, "i'm sorry we can't give out the report cards of some students because accounts have to settle." and then he had to reiterate the names of people who haven't paid. i mean, how insensitive!! "gaga, barok and so clueless. what?! she's a speech teacher?!?" in the words of my mom. my mom doesnt say things like that. she's a bitch!! kawawa naman yung parents ng classmates ko!! napahiya pa sila!! it isnt their fault they're having financial problems!! the least she can do is give them respect and just keep it to herself. ano mapapala niya when she read the names?! she's an insensitive idiot. i have no more respect for her. i used to pity her nung pinagtatawan cya. but now i don't. after what she did..get ready for the teacher's evaluation. i hope she's out of our school next year. i'm sorry if that sounds harsh, but what she did was completely senseless. i don't want to post this online but..one click..