dancing!!

haha i just went dancing DANCING and it was fun!! oh yeah!! haha. tiring though. but i was soooo happy really happy. haha, i'm not making any sense. haha.

i forgot my point.

haha umm my legs hurt like hell. but it was well worth it. haha the variety of crunches thing really hurt bad. haha. i'm so excited for the concert, it's in music museum this time, yeah!! hahaha. i'm so excited!! haha. oh well.

i realized that normalcy isn't working for me. so i guess i'll just try my best at whatever i have. i have no choice and no chance of going to the beach anyway so yeah. i'm enjoying it anyway. i enjoy getting psyched up for a show, working my ass off to please whoever's directing, the strong emotions that you feel when they aren't pleased. i love getting nerve wrecked at every part you tried hard to be good at. i love getting nervous and losing it when i'm there. and i love feeling alone then getting applauded anyway. i love the lights and the music, the people, the tears, the smiles, the passion, the curtains, the flowers, even the make up sometimes, the intensity, the enrgy. i love theatre. yeah.

and yeah i don't know if i even have a point.

haha i don't need one.

hope my days turn out right.