cheap thrills

okay so i just came from our roof, i went stargazing. it's been a while since i've done that. so anyway, i was just searching for my lost papers in that ramon magsaysay essay contest thing in my garbage, because i thought i might've disposed of it with my other school stuff. and for some reason, i looked up and realized that the sky was clear tonight. i ended up on top of the pick up. but that didn't satisfy me. so i ended up with the ladder on top of the pick up and on the roof. and the dog was there jumping on the pick up, barking. and yeah, i got up already. it was a pretty picture. i ended up rapping on the window of my cousin martin and then he too wanted to go. yup. so we ended up kwentuhan sessions with kuya alan in our bubong. the funny thing was that we couldn't go down anymore. there ended up a mini family conference there by the pick up truck watching us going down. yeah, so finally we were able to go down.

while i was there, when the "moment" was still intact, while i was staring up, squinting, tears rolled down my cheek, haha. i don't know why. so shoot me, i was happy, and i was content.

slept at 5 am today. i was soooo incredibly high. stayed up on the phone, kept someone up as well. haha. (kidding, and it's half meant.) good dusk. yup yup. now i really feel summer. or do i? hahahaha. ;P hi jhong.

so yeah, i think today has been one of the happiest days of my year. it wasn't anything spectacular, but yeah for the first time the cheap thrills are actually making me genuinely happy. oh and idol's on so i guess i'll go watch that right now.