STUPIDITY AND HANNAH

I AM SO STUPID. I WILL NEVER EVER LOOK DOWN ON MYSELF DURING SELF EVALUATIONS. IT'S MY OWN DOING!! I'M NOT GETTING THE AWARD THIS YEAR BECAUSE OF MY SELF-EVALUATION SCORE. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID. I AM THE STUPIDEST OFFICER IN THE WORLD. I NEVER KNEW HOW IMPORTANT YOUR OUTLOOK ON SELF WAS. AND SEE WHAT HAPPENED!! AAAAAAARRRRGH. ONE CHANCE AND I LET GO OF IT. THIS GOES TO THE HALL OF FAME OF HANNAH'S STUPIDITY. I RUINED IT!! AND I WANNA JUMP OUT THE WINDOW!! I AM THE STUPIDEST TREASURER IN THE WORLD. and that may be my last chance ever. ARGH.

that felt good. except for the last part. but as unfortunate events go, there's something good that happened too. well not really, maybe wishful thinking. but who cares right? better to hope than sulk. haha. pray pray pray pray something good happens.

ugh bad trip.