cheer up, emo kid

that's ella's profile in her phone, and i dunno why. it inspired me today. haha. everyone's emo nowadays. i mean, everyone's all sad. our generation must cheer up!! or else our future will be sad too!! i mean, we can't be too petty. the big world's out there!! hahaha. easy for me to say at the moment, i guess.

every little thing my friends say hits me nowadays. maybe it's because my brain wants to think since it isn't getting any dose of thoughts. ;P my world is getting smaller.

the other day i finally got to talk to michelle once again. yey. i kinda missed being close to her. actually i think i just kinda miss all my friends.

i think that maybe it might be wrong, but i just can't do it. i can't force myself to love you, because you were never there..i'm sorry, i think that it's enough that i forgave you, but i can't forget. how? it's too hard. i've covered up that hole already and i don't need you to fill it up. sorry. i can't.