sort of

the past few days have been fun. which kinda sucks if you ask me..like if you're already at the uppermost level of euphoria all you can go is down. well, for me anyway. i'm bracing myself for the worst.

"As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love."

"You dream that you are flying, feeling free. Your flight may evolve as an escape from some bad situation."

Ang labo ng dreams ko. They're way better than the spongebob murdering me dreams though.

The other day, my cousins were all here and we all slept in the living room in the fold out couch. i was sandwiched between four boys. The snoring was horrid and the kicking was bad too. Twas fun though. We roasted marshmallows and hotdogs and made smores. First time we had something like this since...ever.

Then yesterday i woke up and my back was aching. My cousins had different positions and the other one was in the couch already, the other one fell of the bed a couple of times..then yon more bonding. I realized that i didn't have to hate one of my cousins, which is good. We're pretty much okay. Then i went with my aunts to katipunan. Birthday party, nakakaaliw na nakakailang. But it was good in the end. Kulit.

Then today I'll be doing something productive i guess.