chemical

it's approximately 12:31 and i'm taking a break from chemistry. frankly, i'm a bit distracted by a lot of things. these keep me from concentrating. and to write manually would be too slow, so here i am in the middle of doing online excercises on chemical compounds.

anyway, a lot of things are going on in my mind and more than half of them i cannot post online. these insecurities can kill people sometimes. hahaha what i heard this morning in the news called my aunt's mouth was totally disturbing. it was all i could think of. bittersweet and distracting, but strangely it drove me into doing the things i had to do. EXAMS

ang hiwaga ni lolo that was my title in the Filipino short story thing because i was lss-ing on mahiwaga. haha it was so fun.

i always tend to cause people some sort of jinx. i mean, the same people. it's annoying. i wonder what type of curse this is on my part. it's sad so i'll put a sad face :(

while studying animal farm, i realized that it wasn't so bad. :-) the fact that it mirrored the whole russian communist movement was freaky. i think russians are freaky with their v and z-ed names. Gustav. Czar. Their names all sound like it has a demonic undertone to it. makes me think of dark Anastasia art in my head when i read animal farm. so in the end the animals are all demented in blue and black.

what else what else.

i miss yoooooooooooooooooooooooooooou. a lot.

okay okay back to chemistry. and literature.

btw.


oenone's story is so nice. when paris begged her to save his life using her nymph magick, she watched him die. after his last breath, she killed herself as well.