did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

and today was the worst day ever. ever.

i never thought it would end this way. not when everyone was smiling. not when everyone was worrying about something else. i tried. i really really tried. i tried with the effort of decades. i feel like i'm living the worst day, i feel like you're gone. cheessyy but true as hell.

i've been thinking wishing hoping praying in your heart is where i'm staying.

i miss you alot. i understand that you have to do it without me. i'm really sorry. i am missing you to death i've written like 4 looong letters to you. haha i hate this i hate this everythingis falling apart i need to find ways to piece my life back together but how?

SABAW