oh dear oh dear

im having such a bad day and days like this, i only get happy when i think of you.

this sadness and these troubles are hopefully just temporary.

oh futures.

oh, it is love

i didn't know i meant that much to you

:)

ALIW.

i'll never ever forget that, ever. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I LOVE YOU

the grad ball was the best because of you.

so much

How does it feel to know you're everything I need?
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want?
I've got a hard time saying this..

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one

How does it feel
How does it feel when we get locked into a stare?
Please don't come looking for me
When I get lost in the mess of your hair
How do you feel when everything you've known
Gets thrown aside
Never fear, my dear, 'cause we have nothing left to hide

Hold on to me
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I'm right next to you
Hold on to me
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I won't let you down

Just you and I in the sweet unknown
We can just call each other our home

If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace

How does it feel?

dear Rein,

i love you so much.
thank you for this smile on my face
and for the stars i see in the sky even when it is cloudy
and for the rainbows i see when it is raining
and for the laughs i laugh when i am crying (labo)
and for making water taste like gumdrops
and for making the little disasters seem more like little tea parties
and for making music
and running smile factories
and invisible tissue tear wipers
and tiny drawings that fill my heart
and magic like tinkerbell dust
thank you for being tall
like when i cant reach my dreams even when i tiptoe, you help me get to them
thank you for this
and life
and love

oh, it is love.

am i making sense?

thank you God, perfect timing. :)

i don't know

I'd rather be drowning, than swimming away,
that's something that will never change,
I swallow regret, and hope for the best,
if this is all that i can do

this is why I never try, to make it seem we shouldn't leave,
this is why I never try

this air is contagious, no one can save us, but I wait

I must confess, I'm not impressed, there's nothing worse than losing you,
I must confess, I'm not the same like all good things

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i don't like the fluctuations

but we're looking good

fluctuations only mean that i'm not giving up

this world can swallow you whole, never be taken alive.

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i don't feel like im anything to anyone lately. that what i do doesn't really count for anything but i guess it's okay.. no one really cared here but i guess they just didn't know what to say or something.

being around insecure people makes me insecure too. i need to quit insecurity, it's just tearing me apart. if no one will believe in me i guess i have to believe in myself.

i was so inspired by the pursuit of happyness. haha. we are all destined for some kind of greatness i think. destiny isn't passive anyway. it's a challenge we have to live up to and for.

i feel so helpless sometimes but i know that someday, it will all make sense..

oh dear God, i need you so much. God is enough. i sing for joy at the work of your hands, forever i love you, forever i stand.. nothing compares to the promise i have in you.

This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there

rise and fall with yours

i just want you here.

won't you hold me now?

for you i rise, for you i fall.

argh Rein i miss you to pieces

your side of the world

don't be so scared.

i wish time went perpetually slower everytime i'm with you. i like being with you because i like being with you, not because it's sweeter that i can't always be.

i always hate being ten minutes away.

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i'm going CRAZY i wish 17 would come so i can be with you againnnn

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i can't wait for exams next week.

i feel old :))




annnd

UP diliman it is.