your heart isn't into it

it's easier to command your actions than to command your heart. and when you aren't there, your heart isn't either. i'm sucking it in. i'm doing your part. i don't understand, but i'll do it anyway. i'll swing from a streetlight..stuck in the meantime. i'll be out of this rut soon, if not cause of you, cause of me. of my decisions. one decision maybe. today was such an off day. so alone, i feel. well, not too, but i need someone who will talk with me about my thoughts. all of my friends are just too far..well not too far, but i'm just scared. i'm scared again. in all this, i just turn to God. think of people who so care for me. my mom who texts me so often even if i don't always reply. people who love me so encompassingly i think.

Cause people dont take chances with their hearts
Since Ive met you I am past the hardest part
So remember one thing
I will never let you down
Im trying to keep...
Sometimes you feel defeated
But its ok...
Youre not the only one
And all the complications,
The bad situations - happen to everyone
It doesnt matter how it ended or began
Sometimes the best that you can do is change your plans
I hope you understand that
I will never let you down
Im trying to keep...