today was a looong day. anyway, got the results for my iq and stuff..i'm an introvert intuitive thinker perciever person. my friends disagree on the introvert part.. and the iq, (drumroll) OMG, superior!! i'm just proud, that's all. first time. haha. you'd probably think that that's no big thing, in our school it is. very little get that, and i'm really proud. at the same time, i feel as if i wasted that because the batch top 1 got a 129-superior and i got a 128-superior. so i guess i should work on what i have. i have to. i really want this. what's more disappointing is asia, 137 man!! gave her a sermon nga. later on, things started getting bad. listen through of a play for november, whole summer to train my voice. the notes are real high. i could be playing a 15 year old in love with a 25 year old. i pray i get the part, i really want this. whole day thinking of one person only and it is annoying. what do guys have that makes girls feel this way anyway? oh well. there was this story..

man: God, why did you create woman?
God: so man could love her
man: why did you make her sometimes stupid?
God: so she could love man.

that is so true. oh well. i discover a lot about people when talking about their dreams and what they miss. i found out so many things about my classmates and friends and all that (just to make it general, haha), how they struggle with life, and i saw that even people like them struggle when i thought it was all smooth in their rich lives. i was at the verge of typing something but even if that stayed anonymous, it still won't feel right so i wont. anyway, i guess that it would be better if you saw the opportunity in every difficulty rather than the difficulty in every oppotunity. so there. the thing i learned today is..i dunno, a lot. and i can say that in my very mixed up, colorful, daydreamy world of stars and broken hearts and hormonal teenagers and high cousins, i'm lucky that i'm me.ü