what's up

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!! you're so old already!! kidding. not that you read this. not that i even show you.

anywho. today was a fairly fun day. and stuff. whole family was here in our place. well, they're always here but there's something about today that makes it a bit different. whatever that means. as usual my cousin david broke something. our house ornaments are kinda running out since he always breaks something when he's here. well, 3/4 of the time anyway.

i think i want to be a chef. i'm starting to like the fact that my elective's gonna be creative cookery. i told my mom that i want to be a chef, follow the steps of my cousin dennis. i never thought that he'd be the one i'd look up to, but he knows what he wants and he knows what he's passionate about and he does it. so i guess that's an option. i told my mom i wanted it. and she told me to show it.

so i will. i'll be at dennis' place and he'll teach me stuff and we'll cook the food for the family outing. just the basic stuff, and he'll bring me to his part time job. he's still studying in ischam and his job's the way to prove to his parents that he's serious about this one. he applied for a cruise job to places around the world. he's so cool. and he's a model and got to go to bora for it. haha, so when he joins mossimmo next year (i hope he does), plus points with the judges that he's travelled to cook. that's so cool. why did i only think of this now? i could've been there learning to cook 'stead of being in front of this computer. we'll see if i get to love this one enough for me to take it up. i pray for it. gut feeling.

so yeah that's what's up.

and this is up too. i took it in westgrove. i want to be a photographer too, but i think that can be on the side or something. in the end what i really want is a family of my own, like, a nice complete one and stuff. i want to be a family woman!! (i don't want to say mom only or wife only. i want to be both)