place.

okay enough about my futile rants about the crap i've been going through... i just realized that things won't make sense that way. i mean, i have known that, but sometimes emotion takes over (much like the socrates theory of life directed by reason and not emotion, but sir isidro was correct in saying that this doesn't always have to apply [sorry i have a hangover, history was our last period today]) and you lose yourself. it's like going into a trance of irresolute thoughts. anyway i'll just concentrate on the good stuff, like what bro obet said in his talk in the feast the other day. so yeah, our morning praise was succesful...the teachers commended us. too bad my resp psalm was soft raw but it's okay you'll never always get it right. i feel as if i'm becoming such a..wrong..person. i remember all the wrong things. but i guess i can use that as motivation of some sort to drive me. anyway, as the days go by the past is coming back, missy, katha and i, we're getting close again which is good...what else. can't think of anything anymore so yeah, i'm trying to be thankful so i'm going with dane and jopo and whoever else everyday to go to 6am mass then we can spend the remaining time..uhh..studying i guess. either way it's nice. even if i don't believe in some of the catholic church's belief's i want to hear mass just so i can be with god, have a solemn place everyday. to help me focus also. so yeah i'll be waking up at 5:30 na!! so that's it.