random crap

blue flame rated the top 3 or 4 blogs being used. thankfully, blogspot isn't there so the chances of the school blocking blogspot in the school computers are little.

it's weird how some people change after not seeing them for just a short while. and it's even stranger how much you change when you don't see them. just a thought.

i've been starting to dread saturdays. it's annoying that our school always has activities on saturdays. (yesterday special olympics was hot. joey had swell t shirt marks and i just talked to ella the whole time) other than school i have company class on saturdays. in short, my social life is purely school and new voice and possibly the people in ym if thats any consolation.

i still love life though. masarap mabuhay. i don't see why people commit suicide. they have to be dead for the rest of eternity anyway. so even if life sucks, live it! hahaha i hate my philosophy. it makes me not care about current events and such.

anyway, i'm still looking forward to a lot of things.. the little things anyway. i'm dreading a lot of things but i guess life sucks more for pessimists. i'm making the most of whatever i have. or whatever's left of it. haha. ann and i were talking about the vicious cycles in our lives. the aspects..well aspects with THE cycle. it's uncanny how much alike we are.

what else. (im using this as an excuse to not do my homework.) i have to live with my old 2100. and i don't care, thankfully. i don't want a new phone. my conscience bothers me. haha. basta may text, call at snakes i'm happy. sadly i lost all of my contacts. not that i'm texting anyone but my mom or katha or missy. and i'm with them almost everyday. haha.

anyway, stress is killing me. hahahahaha. im so j-j-jaaaded. i don't have time for anything. 5 hours seems like an hour now since i usually sleep with something in mind. i'm excited for next summer. it won't be as dull as the last one. haha. i hope it pushes through.

my cousins are leaving in october. it's so sad.

groupworks are killing me. we have too much so we can't really meet up since a couple of members have meetings with other groups. not to mention shakesfest and marching band, which involves the whole class. i don't see the point anymore..well maybe i do but i hate it.

time flies. second quarter begins and as a kick off, they gave us more homework and projects and research! how exciting! this is definitely good for everyone's health!