fifteen

(this is more for me than your reading pleasure)

i don't feel any older but i'm sitting here feeling happy. with a silly grin on my face. anyway, my birthday was like..an adventure. haha.

from saturday, in atc with m&k..to sunday with my family, and today with basically everyone. or something like it.

anyway, i guess this was the best because i thought it would be a mundane day with the usual. i had a bad start because we had so much homework. i slept around 4am sunday. and i didn't finish..basta it was bad. i was late for mass, nobody was in the counters..i felt sad. at first. haha.

anyway i won't go into the details and all. it's sooooo overwhelming. i got a lot of meaningful things..from saturday's NEVER OPEN UNTIL IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY gift, to the sweet smelling cow to the engraved pen and the money and all.. i opened the gift from missy and katha, they got me the sky and they put it in a bottle. morning, i got a rose from cham :D lunchtime, missy and kats surprised me with a cake that wasn't choclit, with the scented candle to blow..lollipop, candies, glass. it was so..i was so speechless. it helped compensate for the homework. all the texts, the birthday cards, they all meant much to me. then my day was over.

or so i thought. haha. when i went home, there was a boquet of yellow flowers waiting for me!! waaaaa. it was so nice.

then there was a BLACKOUT. super duper badtrip because we have two longtests and a periodical exam and printed homework for tomorrow so i couldn't study. senti mode from ella's cd. i got touched. it was from ella!! hahahaha. and today ang daming free beso hahahahaha. tapos yun i was getting worried kasi it was 8 already and there wasn't any light yet. and then i got a call. after that, i got called again, and there was a surprise at the gate. 3 people in yellow!! with yellow balloons and cake and all. so i ate dinner again. it colored the dark atmosphere. (we had a candle lit dinnr kasi brownout) I DIDN'T EXPECT IT AT ALL because tomorrow's a school day.

i am so happy. even if i have to stay up til 3 am to do all my homework, it's worth it. thank you God for my friends. i won't wait for next year's birthday to see how much they mean to me.

i'm speechless (okay this may not seem speechless because it's long but i am). makes me feel better about fifteen. and yesterday's trip to bulacan because it was supposed to be my grandparent's 50th anniv. we all made our promises to papa and i'll try to keep mine.

i feel happy.

the best gift was the one God got me.