grades.

i got my report card today. my lowest subject was filipino. FILIPINO. 85. i should be typing in Filipino right now but im too lazy to do so. i promise to try to improve my grades. all my grades went up though, except for math and elective. rawr. 5 lines of 8..err. i owe miss lening a lot though. compassion is always good. ;) that's what i get for never studying! and hating school.

so anyway, my grades became like a wake up call for me mostly. i've been drawing and sleeping and talking and not paying attention in class. as always. it's just so hard, i often die.

i'm dying of el fili as well.

anyway, a lot of things are coming up and i have to go do some shiz. haha what a word.

when sad or heartbroken, i'm often so happy! and vice versa which explains the sadness of last time.. i think.

ladeedaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. hannah is intimidated because pretty girls are everywhere

dear hannah

quit telling yourself that you are ugly because God made you. you have no right. even if you feel that way. i love you, God does too. things are going to be okay. :D don't believe in what they said to you. don't get insecure.

love
hannah

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i saw exorcism. made me wanna hug God tight. old friends are coming back! how strange.

sanitary balm

what a weird title. anyway, i just put some of my yaya's sanatary balm in my insect bite. brought back good old childhood memories.

anyway, im sitting here at home. this is my first or second saturday which won't require me to step on st scho grounds. i nearly did, but i missed the outreach orientation yesterday so i can't go. both a blessing and a curse. :D

i'll just spend today feeling good. exept for homework. wanting to watch the exorcism of emily rose and ang pagdadalaga ni maximo olivares nowwwww.

what else. prom's becoming a disaster. i don't even want to go anymore. to my prom anyway. pity my date. haha.

things are confusing.

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i remember how ms gretch told me before that i was a tough kid. i heard that from two other people too. and it's weird. i don't think i'm tough at all. haha! how people see you is so soooooo different from the way you see yourself sometimes.

and then there's the ghosts. just because i hear things and see things and feel things that i'm not supposed to doesn't mean they're ghosts! started last year. i don't even react when something happens anymore. it frightens people a lot. like i'm the haunted one or something. like yestrday, dea asked me if there were ghosts in st ehrentrudis' hall. i said no. i didn't even want to find out anymore..i don't believe in ghosts. i want to consider the things that i feel as snippets of my insanity or schizophrenia. haha! wtf. (f is for fudge btw)

hannah hold onnnnnnnnn..

yeah i'm feeling the way that you cross my mind and the way that you save me in the nick of time. the you cross my mind part anyway. i need you a lot! if only you knew. haha bye bye..beautifullllll

all hail stupidity

i tend to like stupid things. they seem to matter eventually. like the things i put in here.

like me! haha.

lalala-love! it's so freakin weird! people die for it but it's the same reason for which they live. people are so weird! i have to keep all the shreds of sanity that i have left to live. not that i have it.

i passed a truck filled with cows the other day. it was a sign!

for..

i don't know. basta it was a sign!

uhh yeah

i haven't been up this early on a sunday since..eversince. sort of. i'm weird but still the same. i ate breakfast. i want today to be a feel good day. since yesterday was like.. i dunno. crappy? oh well. so there, listening to whatever usually makes me feel happy. hotel california, everymorning..etc. why is it this way?...

i really miss you
a lot. i can't tell you whyyyyyy.

there's something so wrong about it. that i like. which is bad. haha. haaa. why did it have to be you? i hate big regrets. it's haaaard. you're so far. literally. figuratively. sparks!

can you still feel the butterflies?

we're the lifers here till the bitter end!

foooood glorious foooood!!

daaarn i've been eating too much this break! a lot! a lot! a lot!!!!

i think i'm going to explode like a bomb in hiroshima or something. starting tomorrow i'll do everything in reraint! i'm 42.5 kg already! haha fat ass.

woooogie i think i'm getting hyper once again this is what happens to girls like me when im happy shalalala!

anyway lets stick to the topic of food since i made that my title already! i think im going to die of obesity already! maaaan! i skipped dinner and it seems as if im still full! i just did some crunches to make up for it. but im still a fat ass. so anywhoo i'll stop talking about food now! tis been such a foody foofy sembreak! lalala

can i really gain so much weight in one week? and christmas season is coming up so i'll just sit out on that one for now. haha

i miss my classmates! but i dont miss homework at all. at all! hahaha

lalalalalalalalala

WOOGIE WOOGIE!

wuhoo being a kid is soooooo much funnnnnnnnn!

(hey i think i'm back to my old self. there was a short lapse. for a time i got so sad or whatever. sadness na-uh no use for that!!!!)

LIFE I LOVE YOU!

GOD I LOVE YOU MORE!i noticed that life got better when my nightly prayer became "kaw na bahala lord!"

so anyway, bye! HAPPY BDAY MARTINNNNN!

sembreak

happy happy sembreak!!!!!

i was in the mood to write kanina but now i'm not.

wait letsee.

happy birthday vince!







okay whatever. im too lazy as always, just go see ate ming's blog! haha. im having too much fun to be blogging.