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i cant think of an idea for the title so i put the thingoes in captain planet because i dunno its just funnn

anyway time for a little normalcy here. today we went to divisoria! with my mom's gay couterier (god knows if th spellings correct but i dont care this is my bloggie woggie ew) officemate because he says the best cloths are there so yeah it was fun with all the stench and stuff, why are all the salesladies in divisoria pretty?i mean all those chinese ones. anyway it felt good to get that over with. tonight i'm getting a new journal, my third one! i am so proud of myself, i'm finished with two of those. like, all my deep problems that bug me are written there and all the shallow stuff here. good to have both. i like writing it makes my mind free-er from being stuck up with too much thoughts that i go insane

my cousin sarah went to our place after years of not being able to see her and the first thing she told me was "you're so skinny!!" and it felt good for some stuck up reason.

anyway other than that we have the new version of ym and the ym smiley looks really different! less yellow. but wth. photo sharing is sooo cool. haha naaliw baga

school's annoying we were given tons of homework i wonder when to do them all but really i have to think about my new years resolution more because walalang i dont care much much much about grades maybe that should be my resolution.. start caring about my grades more and make the average higher in those merits! hmm.

i'll still think about that. i think that there's so much more to life than numbers on a paper i mean yeah maybe my classmates are gonna have better futures but how are we gonna know of the magc of serendipity??haha maybe i'm just finding excuses to not study. oh wellllllll i have to have to in one way or another.

i'm thinking of titles for our broadway themed prom. haha. some enchanted evening?? or change that to one enchanted evening. i would like to title it we will rock you..so...glam?but it's not prommy at all. lalala. season of love? haha. what? prom's one month away and we have sooooo much to cram plus school! ooh so school's the plus now huh. haha. thank God theatre hasn't been starting yet. i think i'll take a leave so i can play football in summer! or something. or maybe study for college. studying agaiinnnnnnnnn i do hate school. hahahaha lalalala.

I WANT TO LIVE! life get ready for me!! you'll have a lot of time because this sure doesnt feel like living! last night did though. i'm listening to savage garden's i want to live. like animals raw. hahahahahaha i dunno. funny. do animals know they're alive?i hate that book. hahahahahahaha i like animals though...specially my dog baby maux!! (pronounced mow) and i like dragonflies too theyre happy