letters to you
it's time i wrote something meaningful here maybe. hmm.
i cant think of anything.
in school today all our lessons were geared towards the what ifs of life. literature class. the poem was.."and walk in your memory's halls." i nearly died during the discussion. then computer. if statements! haha. homeroom today was about sensitivity. the what ifs were incorporated and i dont know how that happenned. the biggest clincher was in social studies. we were watching a very long engagement. i was watching amelie last night to kill depression or maybe even vent it all out and the girl playing amelie was the same one in this film. cool french people. anyway
With "ifs",
a flea could carry an elephant.
Maybe.
But without "ifs",
might as well hang myself.
how true is that for me? haha. i liked the way the guy remembers the girl's heart beating when his hand throbs from war. each beat brings her closer to him "i hear her heart beating like morse code." hahaha. it's nice though. in a masochistic sort of way. makes us miss things. makes me miss things! like how they used to be. with all these what ifs, i start to think. what if, yeah. the what ifs are so ubiquitous and they come in perfect timing with the season. im so into movies lately. to escape my life maybe. it seems so dull compared to all these movies. more colorful than normal though. just as life should be. im learning so much lately i wish they were marbles so they can fit in my pocket. a different kind for each lesson. or jelly ace maybe. i love jelly ace. maybe i should put a code on each color to remind me of something i need to remember. since i always eat that stuff. haha. specially when im depressed. i got my gown and its smaller i got fat! which is good and bad. ive been eating lots lately. helps take away the sadness. not that there's a lot. just some things that you have to exhale. which i do a lot. hahaha. and i know i have the other half of my life anyway. things are doing okay. theyre doing good actually. or maybe i'm just being so optimistic lately. which is a good thing. :D i'm happy and in one way or another there's genuinity in it. it'll come someday. :D thats what girls do right? wait. haha isnt that sad? you've little control of your own destiny. well traditionally anyway. i realized how duwag i am. ha! who cares though? we all have that in one way or another. when all this is over, summer will come again. i'm made for that. here...
photo: She is in love.
Nino Quincampoix: I don't even know her!
photo: Oh, you know her.
Nino Quincampoix: Since when?
photo: Since always.
photo: In your dreams.
my favorite line. since always.
2 Comments:
thats what girls do right? wait. haha isnt that sad? you've little control of your own destiny. well traditionally anyway
D naman girls are way more powerful. u just dont realize it maybe
7:38 PM
but. but. but... butt! haha kidding
8:52 PM
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