letsee

so.

i don't know i'm outa words to say maybe i'll drift away somewhere into the future or does the future suck? either way i should forget the future for now. for now. like people ought to forget the past. but not the present.

so.

let's be random.

i miss my classmates
i miss katha and michelle who are both away as i am stuck here
i miss my other friends who are away as i am stuck here
i want to go away too
but it's okay i am away enough
busy, sort of. there are so many things i would like to do, i would like to begin but cant because i am too lazy to do so which is VERY BAD and i know im sorry im incoherent

looking at kids makes me think of what else i could've been

but im fine where i am now

I haven't done anything productive over the break, and i don't know why. well i do, it has to be laziness, but still. i swear to study from january 3-8. i promise. i will geek out on those days, so help me please, God.

today, ate ming and i went out to go shopping. i spent 1500 of my christmas money already, sadly. but oh well! ate ming and i just talked and talked and talked and. yeah. :( :) i guess we're just special.

i hope my mom allows me to go to highlands.
i hope everything turns out fine.
i hope i hope i hope

the explanation of hannah's every form of sadness..

is pms.

i mean what else could it be? i always get sad ONLY towards the end of each month.

i hate it :))

i passed la salle. 1 down 2 to go. PLEASE GOD PLEASE

it's so nice to be loved by you

i'm up because you're up and i don't know what to do. i hope you're okay was i too late?

it's in quiet moments like this that i find what's real, and i know this love is. so this is what all those poets and great people have written about and here and now, i feel it too.

we're making it against all odds, together.

i know today was eventful but i'm glad things are better.

Rein Gomez, i super kaduper tilted 8 forever love you *

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and now we're standing face to face,
isn't this world a crazy place?

I feel bad that you feel that way. God bless you, dears. :)

Do not ever judge a man until you've walked two moons in his moccasins.

And don't you ever dare say what you do not have the license to say. Don't ever say things if you don't really know. That aside, I know that you do not really care. Thank you though, you've made me even more driven to keep this together.

And I swear I will.

busy busy busy

im busy as in super kaduper but i think i can manage because i did not cram. but yeah. i don't wanna write things im not supoposed to write or even think here.

physics longtest
pinoy quiz!!
christmas carol
panoy long test
THE THANKSGIVING CONCERT
the becky's pics
aeta scrapbook
kampilan stuff
math longtest
economics homeworksssssssssssss
the grammar 5 page related literature
the science 5 page related literature
publicity invites guestlist program spiels
physics mobile

all but the aeta scrapbook by this week. and to top it all off, i go home every frickin day at 8 pm. cept fridays, they're erratic. i wonder when i'll have time for me. and tennis. it's been what, 2 weeks? :( i wanna go christmas shopping but all my saturdays are full too. thank God for the eco trip to world trade. lalalalala. i realized i have library books overdue since october 2 but the lib closes at 530 and my dismissals are at that time or seven what can i do? my life is so funny.

don't get me wrong, i'm happy, i just don't have time. or maybe we all do, but mine's filled up. whatever. the only thing bothering me is college results :( i wanna sleep but oh well :)) GO ME. i am super. because of you.

the immaculate conception

days like that should last and last and last.

i love Rein. he makes me happy. and everything else that i once typed here and then deleted. haha.

i have so much to do.

toodles.

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i don't know life is weird. but i know i know things andlohfkj ahfkah fkhdfkhapdfh

haha this sucks im so tamad to write

i would just like to thank God for everything that has been happening.