clementine

i've been told by quino i think that if you cannot love yourself, you cannot or should not love love someone else. i don't know if there's any truth to this though. i guess you shouldn't think you're any less than who it is.. yeah. i remember reading that most of the time we fall in love with people with the traits we dont or want to have. probably why they say that opposites attract. ha ha.

so what am i saying? i guess this isn't for you but anyway, we should stop dwelling on THAT. it's taking up our time. and i suddenly feel a distance.

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today was --

valentine's day sucks.

but sex is good (sinangag express)

i wish

nvm :))

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there are just some things in life that we can't avoid. things that we couldn't avoid and so we watched it happen. it made us feel bad but we didn't have a choice. and we can't avoid knowing that it HAD to happen. and you just stand there and cry in front of everyone because you feel so helpless. it's the worst feeling after regret.

my posts are getting long. i guess i still need people who'll tell me what to do and what they think and lately i just don't have that but it's okay i guess i have to figure it out on my own. if only that didn't make me feel so alone.

i've been thinking without telling :))

oh dear.

i need to write a list of things i want to and have to do before i graduate.