random

i feel sick. my head's all woozy and stuff! haha

i'm thinking of how little things reflect the big things.
how patience in little things like orders or in school can reflect you patience in learning something or in becoming something big
how wasting things like money without thinking can reflect how you waste things without thinking of consequence
how giving loose change reflects how people openly give themselves to other people
how fear in trying things like new haircuts or roller coasters show how people take risks

thoughts like these are useless, it justhey just get you disappointed
when they may not necessarily be true

i'm sad.
sorry
im like this when im sad
i resort to thinking. i try not to think of sad thoughts though but when i get started its hard to stop
so its better to start thinking at random.

bedtime stories
i like bedtime stories the ones i make in my head of things happening in the secret place i go to when im bothered haha

imma start reading for one more day. wee.