first this, and then that and NOW.

why did i have to find that out? i mean maybe i sort of knew it but i thought it was only in a drunken state and now i found out it's a conscious thing and it frustrates me because of this and that.

oh, when will you ever learn? when will i? die die die. haha..

otherwise, school's been good. i'm just going with the flow. i met new friends. yayy.