csi season finale

yes that made my day. that and my history long test result. anyway, things have been kind of routine-ish lately. i'm kinda getting used to it, and even if it's boring and even if i don't really like to live the same way everyday. i mean what if i died today? if i died today, i'd be dying doing geometry or something. it would be sad. but it gets my grades higher. it's just not carpe diem. and it feels as if my life's not lived well enough or something. but oh well..realizing that some things you just have to do.

i am dreading monday. excited for saturdays though. :D bitin.

and i kinda hate myself for doodling in class again. it's a bad (?) habit i have to get rid of. i don't know if it's bad because i had a lot of fun when i was going through my old doodles from last year. gets me kinda nostalgic. hahahahaha ewaaaan i feel so old because i'm going to be fifteen..i don't have any excuse to act immature. seriously, acting immature is the best. ugh it feels so old but i guess i have to live with that which is both sad and happy at the same time. sometimes i wish i could stay fourteen forever (not that it would make any difference now but i know it will sometime soon). it must be my peter pan syndrome. haha. this is sad...

time can fly but i know someone who has the ability of doing the complete opposite. trust me she can make thirty minutes seem like an eternity you'd want to die in the process. no one does this better. first quarter's almost over.

badtrip. of all the sections why did it have to be the one. aaaaack. what tough luck..i'd rather not..

anyway i want to study noli me tangere and grammar. want. haha. 2 am doesn't seem such a bad bedtime. it was because i stayed up for csi. quentin tarantino acts as if he directs to annoy people. he's still cool though, he just chose such a big outlet for annoying others.