thank you family for being so supportive of me and thinking that i am anorexic

seriously. it isn't my fault that i come home late, wake up late, eat breakfast during recess, lunch during lunch and dinner at merienda and be full after 6 o clock. occasional midnight snacks here and there. i'm not anorexic, they just don't see me eating. my mood changes. i'm happy why can't you want that for me i don't care i shouldn't but it's hard to not let that bother you and eventually it won't.

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so anyway, i'm done with the things i'm supposed to do which is a happy thing i don't get frazzled nor dazed in school and i don't die so much anymore and i don't feel so distant from the world that is school. seriously, ever since summer stopped my world starts to revolve in school which is a good thing partly, just 2 years of not getting my mind off things and being ignorant should be worth it in the long run. i also have a hangover in social, it's uncanny, how the romans' downfall seems to match our country's. it's sad, a part of me just says ignorance is bliss and the other part keeps quiet.

blahblahblah. i'm too lazy to reiterate my day.

isn't it strange how sometimes your whole day kinda sucks and just a glimpse of something makes it all better?