learnings

i always try to see what i've learned. i don't usually write my learnings as they usually contain perdonal events. oh well it's my blog i can post my crap here.. isn't that marvelous? anywho, this week i'm learning to appreciate the way things are. like, i'm learning to accept the way i am, my life. i guess this is a part of growing up. for instance, there is one girl whom i have envied since eversince. she's pretty, well off, talented, heartthrob, the it girl. then yesterday when fille and judy were here, they told me that she had to be operated on because she had a tumor in her brain. so naturally, she has to lose all her hair, she has to stay inactive, she's sick..and i suddenly feel lucky. and i guess that's how life goes, there will always be someone better and worse than you. i know, this line has been going around for ages, and it materialized just now. i had a date with my mom and yeah, it was fun. i learn a lot from those, it's always refreshing when we actually get to talk to eachother. anyway.