winnings

okay so today wasn't really the best day of my life or anything but i like the fact that it was quite meaningful.

i heard mass in the morning then danielle and i went to the counters and then we spent time with the other people in there that morning. so yeas school was school as always. another bland day.

then in the afternoon we had our outreach orientation and i realized the weight of my decision. the values. the things we'd have and had to go through. still everything's challenging. and that picture of a little kid tying his shoelaces with the caption "Win the little victories" was stuck in my head. i'm always afraid that i'm not winning anything that i don't even challenge myself to do. i try.

and i try to not think about that which bothers me now but i guess it's inevitable not to. i won't rant about sad stuff anymore.

voice with nelson. i have to work on a lot of stuff. i was croaking and he made me sing. hich is cool.

tomorrow's our geom long test. i hope i get things right. i didn't study much actually. today mostly, i talked to God about things and i'm almost certain that He told me that i can do this. ;p i read the e mail about andoy. and i believe in it. i have to really count my blessings however cheesy it may sound.

i can't sleep. my friend was right. i still don't know what to feel.

thoughts are running in my head like a stream of things i can't keep track of.

(i'm sorry that this post is so incoherent)