long days and thirty eight angels

THE RECO WAS FUN. AND DEPRESSING. BUT WHAT THE HECK IT WAS FUN.

o so anyway i had a long day today also, 7 am we had the priory kick off mass. then we went to classes to sit in for awhile then the magnificat rehearsals. CURSE THE PERSON WHO INVENTED HIGH HEELS. we had to stand for two hours with that on. then we were allowed to rest awhile, i regret not bringing noli me tangere with me, but it was okay since i got to sleep a while. then we dressed up for the concert. blahblahblah. we finished at then thirty. i'm tired. i just got home. i have a lot to do. i have to finish reading noli.

i'm learning naman, balancing time, coming on time, setting schedules and stuff. it's just..hard. really hard.

when i have or since i have no one else to turn to (everyone's too busy to bother), i feel lucky that God's there. i just need to help him.

and i'm lucky to be in a class who gives effort to understand me, who hugged me as if wringing a towel filled with negatively charged liquid. tears. i will try hard. i will not fail. no no no no no. yesterday, they were just there. they kinda filled up the emptiness. things are nice that way. hahaha. i need a hug right now.

Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long
for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love,
time is eternity.