and today was a day just like any other

yes it was. so shoot me.

getting back in line is not so easy. so many things i've been wanting to do.

my mom says i'm not beautiful but not to worry because im not ugly anyway. and she says i look better in real life. which means im not photgentic. gee thanks mom.

i dreamed up my own death. death at 15. very nice.

okay i should stop being sarcastic. no. not really.

go to cafe bola and eat tuyo. it's the best. random.

i've been trying to study. i can't. words of motivation don't help me. i think i'll go have a nervous breakdown.

my room's a mess i don't want to go there because my clutter might come alive and eat me up.

and things are strange

i have to study

im getting schizo