i wasn't so scared, you were. that was then

this is now and the whole college fiasco's scaring me to death. i need a break from all the things floating and scuttling in my head. i need to focus. which is hard when you're always in far off places in your head.

i sound really schizo sometimes.

last night i reached a decision and that won't change. i should catch up before i end up as pieces of broken glass.

2 weeks left before summer ends. this has been the fastest summer ever. and the best one at that. don't ask, it just is.

i have this weird feeling inside me. something gooshy in murakamis words. haha.

my tennis teacher said somethig extraordinarily stunning. it went something like, you're gonna get it right anyway, so why delay it? good point huh.

i should start thinking positive. and studying. which is hardddd. specially for lazies like me.

okay gtg bye!