my fun life

i finally decide to take some time off to think and write but i realize now that i've lost it. haha. my life is boring. nothing special happening. na-da. i'm starting to finish my food because that's my action pledge for the poor people. it's haaard. i usually just eat like 4-7 spoonfuls of rice and thats it. now i have to finish every grain nanay puts on my plate. i don't like it, but it's a challenge. and i get to eat less in between meals. okay then tennis. i'm playing thrice a week but i still suck which means i have to train more..go me! i have to super train for matches on october. God i hope i make it. fat chance. i'm so tired. it's just eleven thirty and my eyelids are falling. i can't take the everyday nonstop til 7pm. it kills me a lot. but yeah at least i'm doing something useful with my time. so yeah other than tennis glee and outreach and school na rin, nothing else matters. i'm hella scared for college tests. i'm a super sucker. i ought to be studying. i ought to be listening. God help me.

I'm so tired. Tired in a happy way. I don't know. It's cool eh. haha

The reading the other day said "do not be afraid, just believe." if only it were that easy.

I failed a math quiz. :(

I want to focus but it's so hard. So much to think of. Oh well. I'm happy though. I don't know why.

Anyway, next time. Our teachers are so demented