i'd give up forever to touch you. asa.

i slept to let the madness subside. they tell me it's okay, and i know it is, but i just don't want to think negatively of this anymore. so i slept and when i woke up, there it was.

nothing.

nothing for 6 hours. i remember the story jiggy told me about how mad he was at sari because she didn't text all morning because she left her phone at home and so he worried so much. oh well. nothing happens to finding a way. so yeah saying my side thank goodness i'm not wrong.

but i don't want to feel bad anymore. i just won't put any more effort in it. thank heavens for friends though, who sympathize and hug.

no more.

stoicism is my way today. so are sleep and random hugs. and studying too.

i know what i am.
i am not dirt i am not dirt i am dirt i am not dirt i am not ddddd

EGAD.

try to be strong, hannah.