i'm scared

i have beeen scared the whole day, i can't seem to get my mind off something. i know it's wrong, but yeah. dami nangyari eh. it's so sad. i'm depressed. stating the obvious sucks. it's computer class right now and i don't really know becausei haven't been listening in. truth comes slowly. what else. my friend's leaving real soon and it's really sad, we can't even maximize gimmicks because everyone's so busy in school. one thing's sure, we're all going to miss the people who are leaving. why does everyone have to leave anyway? okay, stupid question. umm, yeah. so. i don't know..i'm just really scared right now and i don't know what to do. cheesy huh? hirap na to lose any friend but even harder to lose a friend and know that the person is just there. i'm not making any sense am i? well, nothing makes sense right now, not even microsoft excel.

happy thoughts:

1. i studied well for the math exam and my teacher said i got the hard bonus part right
2. rehearsals today and that's something to get my mind off things.
3. it's 3:16 and we'll vbe dismissed at 3:30, yeah!!
4. more free time
5. umm, i have a lot of homework and i need to use the computer today and i'll find out something i have to find out
6. malapit na mag feb 11, and after that, i'll be able to sleep earlier
7. i saw a white butterfly. only my family knows what this means
8. i think that maybe God does hear me after all sometimes and that everything will come at its own time. i hope that that time comes soon
9. i have something to look forward to
10. i have something to do

yeah, amidst the sad times, there will always be things to smile about. yeah!!:p haha, oh well, i gotta do the computer stuff in order for me not to fail.