monstrous

i hardly get any sleep. it's quite annoying. i sincerely wish i had enough guts to flunk school altogether and just take a break. but i can't. sadly.

what else. school is..i dunno. i was one of the approx 4 people who didnt cry. people surprise me. i mean continue to surprise me.

i haven't done a lot of things that i really want to do..like clean my room and sleep. sleep. i miss sleep. oh and love doesn't really mess up good friendships altogether. i just suddenly thought of it.

thank you God for everything. Please make things work.

i don't know what i'm feeling and stuff. i just know that life gets better if you see it through rose colored glasses.

oh yeah the title. it's othello ish.