speechless.

this feels weird..a ton of emotions altogether. i feel so intimidated right now. i know i'm not supposed to, but i guess i am. at the same time, i feel loved. i care more for quality over quantity i guess. and if i do, this is enough. i think.

thank you for everything. you. always you. maybe this is an illusion. i don't really know what this is. this uncertainty can kinda kill. it feels bad but with...around things seem okay. what a cliche. uy rhyme.

i want to be able to study. but i have bad habits. i hope they go away...

life is weird. but i love her. :D i have to read noli pa. and drink my medicine. medicine tastes awful. i think i'm getting fatter and uglier everyday..i hope it stops though. heehee

let's just smile.

thanks for everything God.

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A race is on, I'm on your side and Here in you my engines die I'm In a mood for you Or running away Stars come down in you And love You can't give it away

love is all of heaven away