stars. stars. sta--y

is this a curse?

i don't know. is it wrong to be happy when it feels like there's a string on your neck? even if there isn't? it just feels bad. parang gusto ko umalis pero parang hindi pwede.

the weather is nice. it's raining and it's cold. and you can get the blanket and feel cozy.

i'm wishing for a blackout right now. gusto ko magblack out para pwede ako lumabas at tumingin sa taas. tapos dahil walang polusyon ng ilaw, makikita ko yung mga tala.

wala kasing mga tala lately.