there's something about those three little words (or any morphed version for that matter) being uttered to me that makes my knees weak everytime, no matter who says it. well not just anyone, but yeah. gets me a mad case of butterflies and goosebumps. i don't understand though, if people really mean it when they say it..but either way.. mattering feels nice, and i guess that'll never fail to soften my heart. or something.. :o

if you are not a blind person, use your sense of sight well.

maybe if you tried looking things at another angle you'd see that there is more to life than your own freakin perspective. the world does not revolve on you and guess what? it never will. so live with it and try quitting your sorry ass tactics to get things done your way, the wrong way. if only you tried, even just a little, maybe you'd see clearly. either that or just wear a pair of glasses and maybe you'd see a little better or..

maybe you're just blind. i think you actually choose to be. well here's the deal. by doing that you make yourself disabled. well too bad for you. your disability is not one that encourages sympathy but it encourages hatred to the few people who actually have enough effort to hate you. that's why all angst is thrown at you. and you wonder why. well that's just stupid.

dancing!!

haha i just went dancing DANCING and it was fun!! oh yeah!! haha. tiring though. but i was soooo happy really happy. haha, i'm not making any sense. haha.

i forgot my point.

haha umm my legs hurt like hell. but it was well worth it. haha the variety of crunches thing really hurt bad. haha. i'm so excited for the concert, it's in music museum this time, yeah!! hahaha. i'm so excited!! haha. oh well.

i realized that normalcy isn't working for me. so i guess i'll just try my best at whatever i have. i have no choice and no chance of going to the beach anyway so yeah. i'm enjoying it anyway. i enjoy getting psyched up for a show, working my ass off to please whoever's directing, the strong emotions that you feel when they aren't pleased. i love getting nerve wrecked at every part you tried hard to be good at. i love getting nervous and losing it when i'm there. and i love feeling alone then getting applauded anyway. i love the lights and the music, the people, the tears, the smiles, the passion, the curtains, the flowers, even the make up sometimes, the intensity, the enrgy. i love theatre. yeah.

and yeah i don't know if i even have a point.

haha i don't need one.

hope my days turn out right.

boredom results to entries like this

yesterday we were watching ms congeniality two. there was this scene where she went to work and the guy doing the makeover on gracie. he said, "swollen eyes, irritable, lack of sleep...so who broke your heart?" my mom looked over at me and she said, "hannah, who broke yours?you've got all of the signs." ugh. i wanted to die at that time. firstly i'm not heartbroken. in fact i am happy. next, i'm just kinda insomniac. being an insomniac leads to two things, irritability and swollen eyes. my eyes aren't even swollen. they aren't. oh well.

i don't know why i'm up at this hour. it's only 10 am. ughh. 7 hours isn't enough. can't wait for tomorrow. dreading tonight. i think i'm going to die. or am i? whatever. okay so i'm just typping without thinking what i'm going to say so yeah. whatever. i'll just go outside and bike or something before i say something stupid.

2039. 2039. 2039!!

i think i just made a world record.

2039 buzzes!! yeah i think that's a record, yeah!! hahaha. labo. oh and i did win that one. :D he let me win. which was nice. thanks jhong!! you're the best!!

rehearsals start tomorrow.

which is nice. something to keep me occupied.

no beach for me though.

oh well.

haha im bloody scared.

dippin dots

quiz ulit. fasting and abstinence. yesterday. umm. slept at 530 am yesterday. again. wuhoo. haha. my mom woke up, oh no.

1985 by Bowling for Soup

"Where's the mini-skirt made of snakeskin?And who's the other guy that's singing in Van Halen?When did reality become T.V.?What ever happened to sitcoms, game shows?" You took the bitter with the sweet in 2004 - and kept laughing.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

ugh, ang korny talaga nito..mga kababawan.

han: hindi yan kaslalnan

han: kc malabo rin ako

han: :))

neil: onga di nga kasalanann

neil: kasi di naman salt yan eh

han: hahahahaahah

han: hindi ko gets..

neil: kasi diba...

neil: kasalanan

neil: is a sin

han: hahahaha

han: korny

neil: haha

neil: mais tuhod

neil: corn knee

nakakadepress. depindot? haha, yung ice cream. depindot!!:)) tas pag bnaliktad depull. swimming pool.

haha, gnyan ka boring ang summer. as of now. haha.

aalis na c tj. :((

today. tas wala pa akong load.

congratulations pala corinne!! haha, ang saya ng mga araw mo nagiging gabe na. :D

oh well. it's holy week after all. have to give up stuff.

ratssss

i just have to write this.

it's a cozy night and i'm typing. ym. texting. stuuff normal people do. so anyway.

ate ming comes. tells me, "nagsswimming yung daga."

tas yun, the rat was swimming in the balde thing near the sink.

and later on it was jumping. and we were like, "crap."

and we ended up pouring joy the dish soap there.

poor thing.

pero hindi nga nagswimming talaga yung daga.

embers in the ashtray sky

i have to put up with sermons all the time. somerimes people don't realize that the wight of their words aren't heavy anymore when they jabber away. my mind drifts to some place that only i know.

slept at 4am again yesterday. describing stars like embers in that ashtray sky. yup. and i'm getting that feeling again today, that weird feeling. whatever.

late night in that senakulo with the pretty sky. it was nice. and pretty lights on the water. i wish i had a camera. pabasa was infernal. the voices. ugh. but oh well. leave them be. i guess that's their happiness. or something. yeah so i gotta go sleep now or something. after i take a shower. the dog kinda dirtied me again. yeah and i think someone actually gets me or something. it's freaky.

oh and i'm gir. i am hyper sometimes. and stuff. im getting addicted to quizzes.

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Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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cheap thrills

okay so i just came from our roof, i went stargazing. it's been a while since i've done that. so anyway, i was just searching for my lost papers in that ramon magsaysay essay contest thing in my garbage, because i thought i might've disposed of it with my other school stuff. and for some reason, i looked up and realized that the sky was clear tonight. i ended up on top of the pick up. but that didn't satisfy me. so i ended up with the ladder on top of the pick up and on the roof. and the dog was there jumping on the pick up, barking. and yeah, i got up already. it was a pretty picture. i ended up rapping on the window of my cousin martin and then he too wanted to go. yup. so we ended up kwentuhan sessions with kuya alan in our bubong. the funny thing was that we couldn't go down anymore. there ended up a mini family conference there by the pick up truck watching us going down. yeah, so finally we were able to go down.

while i was there, when the "moment" was still intact, while i was staring up, squinting, tears rolled down my cheek, haha. i don't know why. so shoot me, i was happy, and i was content.

slept at 5 am today. i was soooo incredibly high. stayed up on the phone, kept someone up as well. haha. (kidding, and it's half meant.) good dusk. yup yup. now i really feel summer. or do i? hahahaha. ;P hi jhong.

so yeah, i think today has been one of the happiest days of my year. it wasn't anything spectacular, but yeah for the first time the cheap thrills are actually making me genuinely happy. oh and idol's on so i guess i'll go watch that right now.

my almost vacation

haha, this morning, my summer vacation just got planned. hahaha. so much for the beach. oh well. haha, im posting it just to remind myself of what i'll have to do.

NVC MEMBERS: CONCERT SKED:(Rito/ Jenny/ Pheona/Rabbi/ April/ Nikki/ Ronalou// China/ Denise/ Hannah)


WEEK 1:

March 28(M): Dance class (w/ Dex): 8:30-10pm
March 29 (T): Music (w/ John): 7-10pm *no Jenny
March 30 (W): Dance class (w/ Dex): 8:30-10pm * no Rito(show)
March 31 (Th): OFF
April 1(F): Dance class (w/ Dex): 8:30-10pm * no Rito (show)
April 2 (Sat): Music (w/ John): 4 -8pm * no Pheona
April 3 (Sun): * no Pheona

WEEK 2:
April 4 (M): Dance class (w/ Dex): 8:30-10pm
April 5 (T): Music (w/ John): 7-10pm *no Jenny
April 6 (W): Music (w/ John): 7 -10pm
April 7 (Th): OFF
April 8 (F): Music (w/ John): 8-11pm
April 9 (Sat): Music (w/ John): 4- 8pm
April 10(Sun): Music (W/ John): 4 - 8pm


*note: Pheona not available for the whole week because it’s the prod weekof their upcoming show (Who’s Life)

WEEK 3:

April 11 (M): OFF
April 12 (T): Music (w/ John): 7-10pm *no Jenny
April 13 (W): Music (w/ John): 8-11pm *no Rito
April 14 (Th): OFFApril 15 (F): Music (w/ John): 8-11pm *no Ronalou
April 16 (Sat): Music (w/ John): 4-8pm
April 17 (Sun): Music (w/ John): 4-7pm *no Nikki
Choreo (w/ Dex): 7-10pm

*note: Nikki will get back to us re: availability for week 3 because of grad rehearsals

WEEK 4:

April 18 (M): Choreo (w/ Dex): 8-11pm
April 19 (T): Music (w/ John): 7-10pm *no Jenny
April 20 (W): Choreo (w/ Dex): 8-11pm
April 21 (Th): OFF (*soloists music reh only: TBA)
April 22 (F): Choreo (w/ Dex): 8-11pm
April 23 (Sat): Review all choreo and music (w/ John): 4-8pm
April 24 (Sun): Clean all numbers (with John and Dex): 7-10pm

WEEK 5:
April 25(M): Run through show (with John and Dex): 8-11pm
April 26 (T): Review all music (with John): 7-10pm *no Jenny
Band rehearsal (MW and band): 6-10pm
April 27 (W): Band rehearsal (full co/band/John): 7-11pm *Rito to follow
April 28 (Th): Run through at studio (full co): 3-6pm Run through with band (full co): 7-11pm *noRito/Jennyto re-sked workshop class for this nite?
April 29 (F): Run through with band (full co): 8-11pm
April 30 (Sat): SHOW
12nn: Call
1pm: Blocking/choreo adjustment
2pm: sound check
3pm: Final Dress Technical rehearsal with band
9pm: SHOW

hahaha, it's not as hectic as when we have school i guess.

okay, so everyone's having a vacation, my bestfriend's off to europe, people are goin to the beach, off to china, to bacolod, to exotic places and all, and they are going to give me pasalubong, haha kidding. and while theyre out there, i'm doing something i really love, oh yeah. :D

excited also for theatre season this november. haha. :D hope i also get into the REC.


ayan nahawa na ko kay jong.

You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Suicide 67% Posion 60% Gunshot 53% Eaten 53% Dissapear 53% Stabbed 53% Bomb 47% Disease 40% Suffocated 40% Cut Throat 40% Accident 33% Electric Chair 27% Drowning 27% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up. Peter Pan 94% Sleeping Beauty 69% Ariel 69% The Beast 69% Cinderella 69% Goofy 63% Cruella De Ville 56% Pinocchio 56% Donald Duck 50% Snow White 44% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. Unipolar Depression 75% Antisocial Personality Disorder 42% Borderline Personality Disorder 33% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 25% Schizophrenia 25% Eating Disorders 8% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as emo. so your an emo kid...you probably listen to such bands as taking back sunday, saves the day, thursday, matchbook romance, and fall out boy. emo 70% ska 40% country 40% punk 40% rap 10% which type of music best describes you created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). agnosticism 75% Islam 63% Paganism 54% atheism 50% Buddhism 50% Satanism 42% Judaism 38% Hinduism 38% Christianity 25%

time stands still

yet another piece of art. im sorry i got bored. it's quite nice though, if you take time to view it. haha. i was listening to that song.

quite a sad picture..haha, it's kinda like me..it's not that nice, but i kinda like it. duh, kaya ko nga nilalagay dito haha.

daming nang nangyari.

big O

what a funny day. ummm, i dont rightly know where to begin so uhh. despedida for tj. it was sad and all. i don't want to go into detail because im not in the mood. it was a surprise and yeah, it was nice. and sad. that's the last time i'm gonna see tj. sucks right? but hey im glad that i got to be his friend anyway..yeah so basically bonding time with everyone. learned a lot today. anddd. nevermind.

aussy get ready for tj!! haha

finally, they were able to get here. happy and yet sad that tj's leaving.. :( waaahh!! he's the one in orange. kakalungkot. one of the boys again, pathetic. haha. but oh well. laaaaaast time that i'm going to see tj in a really looooooong while.






You are the pilot.


Saint Exupery's 'The Little Prince' Quiz.
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SUMMER FINALLY

finally it's summertime. finally!! i thought this would never happen. haha. the thing is, it's raining and that's just kinda sad. haha. oh well. i am so gonna miss 2s. it sucks not being block, just when you get attached to your friends, the year ends and poof, new group next year in class.

it's weird, the way things are taken away from you just when you're kinda getting used to them. but oh well. life goes on. :D

it has to.

anyway, the exams were okay. in class i did a speech, haha all of t he officers did. people were crying, it was a funny sight. then i had to do my speech periodicals, damn. i won't go into details in case someone who isnt supposed to read this reads this. :D

boredom bites. this is what happens when you run out of things to do at home because it's raining hard outside when it's supposed to be summer.

unrequited love sucks big time. haha. even a fool would know that. wait, a fool knows that best. haha. unrequited love is practically suicide. i mean people would stop being in love of they seriously wanted to right? they could delete every message, every picture, try to stop the memories from coming. but no, people sadly think that they don't have a choice. do they? i'm talking crap. haha. oh well.

okay i know i'm being weird already so i'll stop right there.

wait, i don't have to. this is my blog.

i wonder if tj and jo will be able to come here today with the rain pouring. i so envy the people who are in the malls today. my mom didn't allow me to go with kris and bea. sigh. oh well. summer's long, there'll be plenty of chances.

the 22 page test of 76 chromosomes for one point

exams. how fun. one more day of agony. then it's summer!! finally.

the bio test was 22 pages. 22 pages. 22 pages. what the hell. haha. oh and we were asked to draw 76 chromosomes. for one point. i just slept through it. i can't seem to open my eyes. my head's burning. read "falling leaves." it was seriously nice. it was a saaaad story. but it was inspiring anyway.

as inspiring as florante at laura. rigghhht.

but even more inspiring is the fact that school's going to be over. can't wait.

studied for eight hours the other day. how much i studied the other day is like how little i studied today. which is so wrong. i just slept for around four hours. then ate pizza. and slept again. and my head spins.

have to do my speech periodicals tomorrow together with around 50 others from our batch. i wonder what time that'll finish. it's such a spoiler. like the feeling of finally finishing the tests. then an announcement saying that you still have to do the damn speech.

oh well.

summer. summer. summer. haha. can't wait.

of the stars

she asked me if i still loved you. i kept quiet. i had to. she smiled and said it's okay. well, it isn't. i still do like you..you just don't know it. i said maybe i do. and i knew i did. and i can't explain the way it felt, how hard it was to admit it. how easy it was to say no, but how hard it was to admit otherwise. and you don't know it, how hard the way things are for me, in losing something i thought was there, something we sorta had. and it's weird, the way a question can peirce your heart. i mean, what happened anyway? we'd have been so simple together, happy. i guess you don't know. how could you, right? and suddenly you're so ubiquitous. and genuine happiness could never have been this far, ever. if only you were a jerk. it would be so much easier to forget you. if only you were an ass. but you aren't. and stupid excuses just won't work. and it's weird the way things have to be. you're probably with someone now. life is turned. i hope not, but my dreams are in vain. it's my fault, and yeah, it was stupid. you were so close..and you were beyond my wildest dreams. anyway, i really miss you. i never thought i'd be like this. bottomline is..there is no bottomline. i hope.

i know this sounds strange. i didn't mean for anyone to read it. haha, im posting it because voices are louder on the net. this is my journal, i can write whatever i want. haha. i just needed to do that. it's not like anyone knows what i'm talking about or even reads this crap.. and the title has no connection whatsoever with the entry

o o o

sometimes a thought lets you get by, just one thought and that pulls you through.

it drives you

takes control of you

dictates the way you act

inspires you

until it's so intense..that it does the complete opposite..it brings you down and pulls you down..until you're so in hell..

and it's that same thought..that pulls you through..drives you..

running in circles again..

it's 311

the date's nice, my day was too. i'm finally at the point of oblivion, and numbness, after which will follow euphoria and then contentment. (?) i don't know. haha, in a way i'm still waiting for nothing to happen, but who cares right? i'm lucky for who i am, haha. and i guess that that's life and i have to live with it. i have no choice but to love it. haha. :D it's weird and that's the way i like it. life has a funny way of showing you stuff, making you smile, cry, and sometimes torturing you. knowing what you can never ever have and stuff. and you have the rest of your life to live, and you have to do it, you can't have it all. but i'm still hoping for the best. always have, always will.




study buddies!! art pics, sort of..

asia, karmi, me

me and "nanay" my yaya for 14 years!! cool huh?

STUPIDITY AND HANNAH

I AM SO STUPID. I WILL NEVER EVER LOOK DOWN ON MYSELF DURING SELF EVALUATIONS. IT'S MY OWN DOING!! I'M NOT GETTING THE AWARD THIS YEAR BECAUSE OF MY SELF-EVALUATION SCORE. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID. I AM THE STUPIDEST OFFICER IN THE WORLD. I NEVER KNEW HOW IMPORTANT YOUR OUTLOOK ON SELF WAS. AND SEE WHAT HAPPENED!! AAAAAAARRRRGH. ONE CHANCE AND I LET GO OF IT. THIS GOES TO THE HALL OF FAME OF HANNAH'S STUPIDITY. I RUINED IT!! AND I WANNA JUMP OUT THE WINDOW!! I AM THE STUPIDEST TREASURER IN THE WORLD. and that may be my last chance ever. ARGH.

that felt good. except for the last part. but as unfortunate events go, there's something good that happened too. well not really, maybe wishful thinking. but who cares right? better to hope than sulk. haha. pray pray pray pray something good happens.

ugh bad trip.

summer dreams

free time nanaman during computer. a fourth of our last two weeks is over. finally after cramming the carwaje [im now an expert carwaje painter], late school dismissals, sneaking stuff haha, and class discrepancies, we had our presentation in edipo today. galing ni ann!! she made ms mina cry because she got touched. aww, galing!! idol last night, galing ni anwar!! hope he wins. next to mikhala. haha

ugh, i can't wait for all this to be over.

spent last night studying speech and listening to cambio and then updating my real journal. haha i lost track of my real life, the private one. :( haha. but oh well.

concert on saturday at forbes..that should be nice. can't wait for summer. can't wait. can't wait. i have never been this desperate.

hell weekS are coming.

today i went to the ukay ukay thing in QC. haha it was fun!! fashon fiasco, clothes for every walk. it was funn. then i called tj para manggulo. then i ym-ed people para manggulo. haha, i just realized how hectic the coming two weeks will be so less internet!! haha. i think.

see here's our sched, i just realized now kung gano kahectic when i updated the class site. haha.

this is our last two weeks schedule. knowing our teachers, things are coming up pa, clearance, payments for the soph night and..stuff. not to mention elective applications? i'm not sure kung this year na yun.. let's give it our best shot!! the the next time we wake up, summer na!! let's work hard for our LAST two weeks. we have to. then wala 2s2k5. :( oh well. let's make this work!! ora et labora!! haha

7 MARCH, MONDAY

CLE longtest, social longtest..study hard!! ALSO, DANCE FINALS

8 MARCH, TUESDAY

labreport # 11, experiment # 12..

9 MARCH, WENDESDAY

MATH LONG TEST. please, let's pass this for ms musni, our ear end gift for her, besides high grades in the peiodicals ;P digits, age, relation and radicals

10 MARCH, THURSDAY

BIO CREATIVE LONGTEST!! yehey!!:D work hard for this, last hirit na for miss samonte.

11 MARCH, FRIDAY

by this time, you should have interviewd someone for the pakikipagpanayam paper
EDIPO

14 MARCH, MONDAY

our pakkipagpanayam paper is due!!

15 MARCH, TUESDAY

STUDY FOR PERIODICALS!!

16 MARCH WEDNESDAY

PERIODICAL EXAMS

17 MARCH, THURSDAY

PERIODICAL EXAMS

18 MARCH, FRIDAY

PERIODICAL EXAMS

20 MARCH, SUNDAY

soph night

plus our clearances and EDIPO and all the things in between that, application for electives (i want CC!! haha luto to the max) pero exams talaga!! i live by sarms' words haha, icpn mo next gcng mo tapos na yan. haha next time i wake up summer na yey!!

MOVING ON.

my family's here, the whole clan, haha we were so crowded during the rosary. im the only hannah with a family that can fit 11 people in a honda and 22 people today during rosary time haha. craaaap i couldnt do my homework because they were here. and they were rolling me way from the computer and did stuff to my ym. just because they're 6 footer freaks. unfair.

finally quiet!! haha and now that i've got some quiet around..

i've gotta study. no hannah for two weeks!! hahaha hell week 1's coming..pray for me please. tas for karmi's fast recovery also. ciao!!

sep kids graduation and lemony snicket's tale

sep graduation today. it was so super touching. fidgety kids, all trying to be as best as possible. the kids were all wearing white. wuhoo, my alagas had medals. talong won the quiz bee and for that, he received a medal, and he was a reader for the mass..no bad boys today.


KARMI READ THIS.

tanod wan't there [the other half of tanod and talong haha]. it was sad, i asked andrea why he wasn't at their graduation..she said, "wala kasing damit eh, ayaw pumunta" with a sad face..that was the saddest reason. he didnt graduate becasue he didn't have clothes. if only we knew then we'd have given him something..

volunteers were litte today so we all had free food, haha. pretty much it was a nice activity, like the closure of outreach this year. aww, im gonna miss ergy (i dunno if that's the correct spelling) who's gonna be in fourth grade next year which means no more sep for her. :(

what else. oh. no gimmick today because of the outreach. when the priest was doing his homily, he said something about "kids, do you think you would have learned anything kung ang mga ate nyong ito, nag mall nalang at gumimick nalang?" haha, that was true. the people who are there every saturday are like heroes haha. i had this thought that yeah, it's okay to give up some of my saturday stuff for this. i mean, there's lot's of time for that when i'm in college right? haha, i dunno. we'll just see. it depends. haha. ;)

OMG LEMONY SNICKET'S A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS IS A REALLY COOL MOVIE. haha, nothing.

"sometimes, a series of unfortunate events could just be the beginning of a journey." wala lang again. sapul ako. yey. i love it when that happens. haha. sapul ako today.

kwentuhan-laughtrip-crying-foodtrip-movie-session with ate ming..it was fun, finally finding a karamay for all the things your heart cant bear by itself. greenbelt kami, people watching as usual. haha you'll always find the most unusual people there.

the clinic's last resort

muscle pains? bengay. tummy ache? bengay. toothache? bengay. headache?bengay. vomiting?bengay. that's how caring the school clinic is, and that's how important bengay is. dismennorhea? i'm afraid that i don't want bengay, thank you..who's ben anyway, and why is he gay?okay, corny. and so bengay is the reason why i had to suffer the pangs of being a girl today. it hurts like hell. argh.

btw, c asia na and c jigs. cool, my prediction came true. haha. no more getting into details here. wuhoo. haha.

congrats ate MIAN, YUMS and ANN!! you did it!! wuhoo!!:D soo happy for you!!

isa nanamang araw.

okay, for the boring stuff, i know, i bore people sometimes.

asia was here a while ago, sayang sasagutin na nya dapat c jiggy..but he was late. around 4 hours? haha. strike 1 na raw. haha. i have a feeling sila na later. haha.

karmi still sick. but she's going to school on monday already. hope she's okay.

literature longtest was hell. HELL. oh well.

yesterday, i woke up 9 pm after 3 hours of sleep and grabbed a pen and paper and i wrote something while i was half asleep. it was weird. didnt even sound like me. well it did.. but. anyway. cool. haha.

may bagong mura on the block. AMPALAYA. iunno its a weird word. haha, labo.


isn't it weird, the way things are sometimes?

...i'll never be extremely happy ever again. haha, new mentality!! because if you ARE at your maximum happiness, there's no way to go but down. i think. being euphoric is not good for your health. it just isn't.

next few will literally be hell weekS. week before periodicals and week of periodicals. then the next time i wake up, summer na. hell, i want to go to the beach.

but before that i have to study...

the un-boring stuff.

what a pretty picture.



except those butterflies will probably be in my stomach..



dapat feb 14 pa yan.

before i become a cadaver

ah the wonders of technology and spreadsheets. too bad life is much better when you spend it online instead of making charts on things you do everyday.

here is a list of things to do before i die die die

1. go to a beach in a bikini
2. kill thighlady
3. win 10 000 000 dollars and spend it on toothpaste
4. go to a tanabata, whatever that is
5. witness the wedding of gabe and corinne, jamir armo ella steve-o and miggy and mae
6. world peace
7. pero before world peace comes world domination
8. learn how to fly using pixie dust or tinkerbell dust
9. go to the himalayas
10. save the cows
11. meet eddie maintenance
12. ask grimace wtf he is, if he's ube ketchup or bulok na gravee
13. turn lead into diamond.*
14. use all of the scrabble blocks in the world to create a mural forming the word 'tadhana'
15. use inferential reasoning to prove that balagtas is a faggot

*i have proven that no matter how much effort you put in writing, lead will not turn into diamond. whoever said that had adhd or some weird problem with mongol pencils. what a freak, wasting the dreams of a girl.

whoever said that love makes the world go round has a distorted brain. inertia makes the world go round. inertia makes things fall. love makes you fall. analogy. illogical logic. i mean, crap. he has a point..and it's annoying.

so i'll just go and play some hangaroo or something like my seatmates are doing. karmi still absent. sad. hope she comes back soon.

i'll just go dream of stars.

quote of the day: "our teacher's face is beyond reason."

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Low
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's" Divine Comedy Inferno Test

see? i'm a good person. :D

in class...

me: nobody's texting me, nobody loves me!!
ella: it doesnt mean that nobody loves you, nahihiya lang yun
me: asa. haha
ella: ta'mo ko, andami kong admirers, walang nagttext.
me: tsss
ella: mashado kong mataas.
me: righttt..

haha, wala lang. adik ako today. i was quiet in class and i perfected the quiz on meiosis, i mean what's up with that? actually, i wrote that there because i'm mayabang. yup. and then the whole day i was singing dear paul and, i dunno, i think im blabbering right now because i dunno, what does anyone care? does anyone actually read this crap? oh well, kris was in tears today because of a shallow person, i dunno..mean. asia, talking to jiggy, haha, cute couple. bea went with us for lunch..issue again. karmi..aww, she's in the hospital. it's saaaad. :( me, nothing happened to me today, i was just quiet the whole day. yey. and now im blabbering..and..that's bad..

waaaaaaaaaaaay bad.

quiz..

You Are A Professional Girlfriend! You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise! Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro. If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you. You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy. What Kind Of Girlfriend Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

wtf, if i were all that, how come i've never had a boyfriend? hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. weird. interesting though, haha.

sunday, vince was hitting me and pitiking (right asia?) me..

me: you aren't supposed to do that.
him: why not?
me: you aren't supposed to do that to girls
him: but you aren't a girl.

ouch.

thought he'd be the only person to not say that in math you. strike 4, hannah. it sucks. get ready despedida im going to be in pink, haha, kidding.

argh, still have to memorize 12 saknongs in florante.